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Before I was a mom. Before I was a mom, I would go out during the weekends. I would blare music and not care. I would spend money like no other and still always managed to keep $1,000 in my bank account at all times. I would hang out with people, some of which I probably shouldn't have been around. It would take me an hour to do my hair and makeup and I always made sure to dress up. This was the life I used to live. Fast forward to becoming a mom. Since having Lyric, I lost my confidence. I have had to adjust to not having friends and going out at 2 in the morning or sleeping in until noon the next day. Quite honestly I am broke most of the time and no longer have an emergency fund. I am lucky if I get foundation, mascara, and brush my hair most days. I have tried to become confident with my mom bod, but never have. I stare at the size of clothes in my closet every day wondering how in the heck I have gotten to this point and ask myself why have I been unable to lose weight when half the time I starve myself all day and have one small meal in the evenings. Most of my Instagram posts are of my daughter or anything other than me because I feel so lousy about myself most of the time. Recently. Recently, I have slowly began to gain my confidence back. I am starting to feel better about myself even if I have put on some weight and constantly look tired. I am starting to do more than just brush my hair. I will never be the girl that I once was (some of which is probably a good thing), but I am hopeful for what is to come. I have also decided I am done "keeping up with the jones." I am done putting on a show when not everything is perfect all the time. So here is to the new me and what is to come. 🍺 #teenmom #youngmom #19 #21 #toddler #toddlermom #change #growingup #depression #happiness #feelings #speakingup #real #life #thingschange #stuffhappens #then #now #momlife #learning #openingup #confidence